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Still Awake
Story & notesThe words
Intro
Muted piano, faint vinyl crackle
Verse 1
Ceiling fan is counting out the hoursPhone face-down so I can't watch you leaveThere's a kitchen light on across the courtyardI like to think somebody left it on for me
Pre-Chorus
And the radio's playing a song I don't knowSome stranger singing like she's been here too
Chorus
Are you still awake?'Cause I'm still awakeIs there anybody breathing on the other end of the line?Are you still awake?Tell me it's not just meHolding on to something in the dark like a match I won't let die
Verse 2
I wrote your name and then I wrote it smallerTill it was just a pencil mark, a stainThe cars outside sound almost like the oceanIf I squint my ears and pretend that it's rain
Pre-Chorus
And the radio's playing a song I don't knowSome stranger singing like she's been here too
Chorus
Are you still awake?'Cause I'm still awakeIs there anybody breathing on the other end of the line?Are you still awake?Tell me it's not just meHolding on to something in the dark like a match I won't let die
Bridge
Guitars swell, voice breaks open
I don't need you to fix itI don't need you to callI just need to know that the light across the courtyardIsn't the only one still on at allIsn't the only one
Final Chorus
Full band, then drop to near silence
Are you still awake?'Cause I'm still awakeIs there anybody breathing on the other end of the line?Are you still awake?Tell me it's not just meHolding on to something in the dark like a match I won't let die
Outro
Whispered, piano only
If you're hearing thisYou're not the only one
